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One job to another - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Mon, 07 Jun 2010 00:37:00 GMT

Retired at last, Still fit and healthy and bored with having nothing to do with all this spare time I decided to start up a little business as a handyman.
I had spent most of my working life in the building trade and some time in engineering too, so I was pretty good on the tools and had a fair knowledge on how to fix things.

I bought a van and loaded up my tools and before long I was being kept quite busy, mostly by ladies who were on there own due to being divorced or widowed or simply never getting married. They were all in need of a man to fix things when they went wrong.

One day I was called to a women's house to fit a TV bracket to a bedroom wall, I had been there before to fix a leaking tap and remembered that she was going through a messy divorce at the time, so when I arrived and she had shown me what she wanted done, I asked her how her divorce had turned out and how she was coping.

It seems she had done quite well out of the settlement and had ended up with the house and a load of money and so had retired at only 45 years old, but was having trouble with loneliness.

She was an attractive woman with long red hair half way down to her waist and sexy come to bed blue eyes, about 5ft 5" tall, a nice ample figure and well shaped breasts which filled a D cup to perfection.

I got started on the job and she went into the on sweet. Soon I heard the shower running. The door to the on sweet was frosted glass and I could see her fuzzy silhouette as she striped off her clothes and stepped in the shower. I wondered if this show was for my benefit and decided that it was probably not and got on with the job.

Shortly after she returned to the bedroom in a lovely peach coloured semi see through nightgown through which there was an enticing view of otherwise naked body.

I was just lifting the TV onto the bracket as she came through the door and I was so surprised that I almost dropped it and as I regained my balance I pulled a muscle in my back. I managed to put it down without dropping it and held my back wincing in pain as I did.
She rushed over to me and sat me down on the side of the bed. "Here let me see" she said and promptly began pulling my shirt out of my trouser waist band. Then standing in front of me she pulled it over my head. As it came off I was faced with those lovely breasts full in my face as she reached down my back and began to rub my lumbar region they were rubbing my face all over.

"I can't get to you properly like this" she said, "take your trousers off and lay on the bed so I can give you a good rub".

I did as she asked, wondering if she was making a play or if she was genuinely concerned and wanted to help.

She got a bottle of baby oil from the bathroom cabinet and began working on my back with a firm but gentle action and as she did so she pulled the back of my underpants down over my rump.

Gradually her touch became softer and more sensual. She was now rubbing the whole of my back from my neck down to the cheeks of my bum and it felt great.
"Are you enjoying this?" she said in a soft low voice. Yes it's great I said. I feel much better already but don't stop yet. Now I was sure of what she was about.
She gave a little giggle and continued rubbing my bum gradually working my underpants farther down, continuing the massage down my legs until she had my pants off.

Until now she had been kneeling beside me on the bed but now she moved across to kneel between my legs and began massaging her way back up them until she was again at my rump. As she worked on my ass cheeks her fingers began to work their way down my crack and eventually to gently massage anus and my balls.

I lay there enjoying it for some time then. "How would you like to roll over?" she said, " I'm sure the rest of you could do with a good rub".

I quickly did as she asked and she was not surprised at my firm erection but promptly lubed it with the baby oil and began to stroke it very very slowly. After a few minutes of this teasing she said "I think it's my turn for a little pampering, don't you? And as she said it she pulled the nightgown over her head and lay down next to me on her tummy.

I took the baby oil and spread it liberally over her back. I massaged her neck and shoulders slowly working my way down her soft naked body and down her legs. I worked slowly making her sigh as I gradually worked my fingers back and forth along her crack. She began to lift herself off of the bed thrusting her bum higher and spreading her legs wider. She was beginning to behave like a she cat on heat. I ran my fingers further under her and began to include her clit in my stroking. Now she started to softly moan and gyrate. So I slipped my thumb into her pussy and began to massage her G spot as my fingers were working on her clit. This soon had her gasping and moaning loudly as she began to loose control and writhe about. I suddenly stopped and withdrew my hand and told her to roll over. She did so panting and sighing that she needed to cum badly. I began to rub and gently pinch her nipples. "Not yet" I said. First I would like to tie you down and if you agree I will make you cum more than you have ever done before. She was still writhing from the treatment I had just given her as I reached down and began to gently rub her clit. After a moment or two she gasped ""OK but no rough stuff"." I'm not into rough stuff "I said as I reached into my tool box and brought out a length of sash cord. I cut it into several lengths and began to tie her down to the bed. I tied her wrists to the top corners of the bed and her ankles to the bottom corners spreading her wide open. "Have you any toys"? I asked and as she blushed giving the game away, I saw her eyes dart to the dressing table. I opened the draw and found several dildo's and vibrators. She had obviously been in need of sex for some time judging from the collection.

I lay the toys out on the bedside table ready for use when a thought occurred to me and so I opened the draw of the bedside table to find a tube of KY gel and a mains powered magic wand vibrator. There was also an eye mask for sleeping. I took the mask and put it on her tying it tight, so she couldn't get it off. "This will heighten your other senses and your excitement level by not knowing what's coming next" I said.

By this time she had calmed down a bit and so I began to massage her with the baby oil starting with her neck then her shoulders slowly working down to her breasts. She had large perfect breasts with lage nipples which soon grew erect under my fingers. They grew to stand out a full ¾" and I just had to suck on them. She began breathing heavier as I sucked first one then the other. Soon a sigh and then soft moans began to escape her lips. I kept this up for quite a while and then, as I kept sucking and flicking her nipples with my tong, I began to massage her tummy with one hand.

Now she was beginning to heave and thrust, so I gradually worked my hand down to her crutch which was wide open and helpless and as I began to stroke the full length from her clit to her ass, her thrusting and moaning grew stronger and louder. She was loosing control again. Now I will teach her a lesson for teasing me earlier.

I left her breasts and began working on her pussy with both hands by rubbing her clit and slipping two fingers into her pussy to gently but firmly rub her G spot.
She began to writhe and buck moaning louder and louder. Now she was totally out of control. I got down between her outstretched legs and began to lick her crutch from asshole to clit with a wide tong. This drove her crazy so I kept it up until she was almost screaming to let her cum. Then I slipped a large vibrating dildo into her and started sucking on her clit whilst I worked on her G spot with the vibrating head of the dildo.

Now she completely lost it. She bucked and writhed and began to cum and cum and cum again and again. I took the magic wand and turned it on to full power placing it firmly on her clit whilst fucking her helpless pussy with the big vibrating dildo. Again and again she came, bucking, writhing, squirming, screaming and moaning. I kept her cumming without mercy, she must have cum at least 20 times I kept it up until she was completely exhausted. Then I untied her and climbed onto her and slid my throbbing cock into her and I fucked her as slowly as I could, holding myself back until she was ready to cum one more time and then, when she held onto me tightly, I let my load go deep inside her as she came and I could feel her pussy muscles squeezing and milking all the cum from my balls as we both came together.

We lay in each others arms for ages afterwards, kissing and cuddling and she said "I have never felt so good and so satisfied in my life. Will you be my regular handyman and come whenever I need you?" "Of corse I will " I said, "and would you like me to bring my apprentice next time"? "Oh yes I would love that" she said.

I now make regular maintenance visits to her house. But it's not the house I'm maintaining.

I have also taken up massage for those ladies who are in need of some TLC.

So, to get a touch, get in touch,. If you fancy some nice sensual treatment with or without the ropes, its your choice, just send me a message.

69handyandy!

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My neighbour - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Sat, 24 Apr 2010 10:01:00 GMT

She got home a bit late from work; she had demanding job in a humn resource management role. The light on the answer machine was blinking. She put her packages down and pushed the red button. His voice came through the speaker. She smiled listening to His voice.

"I see you are not home yet from your favorite pastime without Me." He said with a chuckle. "But, I want you to be ready by 8 tonight so you may have to hurry, it's about 6:30 right now. Please dress to please, I will be entertaining tonight and you will be at My side, for whatever I choose." She looked at her watch, dammit, it was it 7:15, shit, she would have to fly. The message ended with a buzz. She already had her shoes off and was shimmying out of her jeans. Heading to the bathroom, she turned the tub water on and checked her make-up in the mirror. Not bad, I can quickly repair it, she thought to herself. She stepped naked now, into the hot steaming bath. Quickly submersing herself in the hot water. MMMMM she loved how it instantly relaxed her, calmed her. Reaching for her perfumed soap she rubbed the fragrant emulsion on her skin, checking as she did to see if she needed to shave. Her skin was silky smooth all over. She had shaved just this morning. Standing and reaching for her towel she blotted her damp skin. Her lotion in the same scent as her soap perfumed her whole body, followed with a quick spray of cologne. She would perfume herself before He arrived.

She looked through her closet and drawers selecting just the perfect outfit. She hooked her corset taking a deep breath for the last time tonight; shallow breathing for the rest of the evening. Her black and red corset left her breast bare, He preferred them this way for His use; she roughed the nipples adjusting the tiny silver rings through them with tiny "D"s hanging from them. Her owner's markings. She quickly fixed her makeup, her lashes were long and black, a tiny bit of green liner reflected in her green eyes. A bit of highlighter for her cheekbones and a pale color on her lips tonight. Accentuating her eyes this time. She slipped on her black skirt. This skirt was slit both up the back and up the front, you had to look closely to see this but the openings were there for His use of her sex, both her pussy and ass at all times. She slipped on her shoes as the doorbell rang. She sprayed her perfume, 'Happy', all over her body. He was opening the door as she came out of the bedroom. The look on His face told her all she needed to know, He was pleased. He beckoned her to Him with a flick of His hand. He kissed her deeply and pinched His nipple rings hard; she lost her breath in His; being in His arms kept her from kneeling or pulling away. He turned her around lifting her skirt, her skin still warm from the bath water; He could smell the richness of the perfume He had chosen for her on her damp skin. He led her to the couch without a word he bid her to lean over the back. She did so without question, she was His property.

He unclipped the cane from his belt, she heard the sound of it in the air as it caught her tender skin, and she bit her lip to keep from crying. He struck her several times until He was please with His work. Angry welts across her buttocks, some red some turning purple. He ran His finger over the welts tenderly touching this flesh, which was His. He pulled her too her feet kissing her again, reaching for her sex feeling the wetness gathering there. "Almost perfect" he whispered. He took a step backwards and struck her across the tits with the cane, two times leaving her nipples marked with harsh red marks. He told her to get her jacket so they could leave.
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My Master - Our First Meeting - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Wed, 21 Apr 2010 04:55:00 GMT

I met him online through another Website - I was searching for the touch and the intimacy that had been missing from my own relationship for a number of years.

He seemed an articulate, well educated, intelligent, responsible, handsome, professional gentleman. We corresponded til our first meet via email.....one of the last emails I received from him before our meet, he told me that over the past few years he had discovered a "sexually dominant" side. I was not really aware of what this was or meant and asked a few questions as my interest had certainly been piqued! Yes his preference was for a "sexually submissive" partner, who would be controlled and guided. He did not live for or in the D/s lifestyle but found it sexually exciting.

We met - I am not sure what it was about him but from the first moment I saw him I became aroused. We walked to the bar, sat and ordered some wine and talked. As the evening progressed, our legs touched, our conversation became more intimate.....it was a wonderful night and we both agreed that the required "buttons" had been pushed and boxes ticked for us to progress to a sexual meeting. I offered to drive him home, and he suggested driving past his home so that I would know where to go. Then he suggested we go down to the park so we could touch and kiss.......this then became my first experience in sexually dominant and submissive behaviour. We started kissing and he sat me down, spread my legs and instantly felt how wet I already was. His hand entwined in my hair, his lips on me, talking to me in a way I would come to love, all the time rubbing my clit, plunging his fingers inside me......in a park! Thankfully it was dark as I had become lost in him and his words and his touch on me. He would slide his fingers over me, lightly rubbing, bringing me closer and closer to orgasm and then stopping, pushing on my clit so that I was stopped from cumming - he did this a number of times. I was not allowed to touch him but he kept rubbing and kissing and talking to me, telling me how wet I was and how good it felt to have his fingers in me....finally he let me cum and it was incredible. I have never experienced anything like it as I felt myself thrusting against his fingers inside me. I didnt know what to make of my reaction to him - I had never behaved like this before. I am not a prude but to be almost forced into an orgasm without having to reciprocate in any way........it was amazing!

We walked back to the car, his arm draped over my shoulders, like lovers. I did not think I would see or hear from him again. I was wrong - our next meeting was to be enjoyed by us both! I could not wait.

The details were planned by email even down to what I was to wear for him that would be exciting for him........what had I gotten myelf in to!
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A day at the beach - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Mon, 05 Apr 2010 10:03:00 GMT

My last day off I went to Maslins Beach, our local nudist beach. I had only been there half an hour & some old hairy guy asked me if I wanted to go into the dunes with him - told him no I was quite happy where I was, he asked if he could feel my boobs as he was a widower & hadn't felt a woman for a long while - so I let him, his fingers then started wandering lower to my pussy whilst his mouth came down & sucked my nipples. I was getting so turned on I couldn't help myself I had to feel his cock - it was huge, I couldn't get my hands around it & it was so long. By this time with the attention he'd given to my nipples, my pussy was really dribbling so he spread my legs & moved his tongue down there to clean me up, all the while still fingering me with one hand & playing with my tits with his other. He then climbed on top of me & tried to put his big fat cock into me but he was too big & people were walking towards us, so he moved off of me & just lay on his side fingering me & sucking my tits whilst I wanked him until he cum all over my side, he got up & thanked me & said he hopes to see me there again sometime!

About hour & half later some chinese looking guy comes over & askes if he can lay beside me, told him no, he still sat down & asked if he could touch me, told him no please leave as I want some peace, but he stayed there & wanked, he was still wanking when I walked into the sea & was still wanking as I walked back up the beach half hour later. He then asked again if he could touch me, again I told him no, but he stayed there & wanked, trouble was I fell asleep until he touched me & said thank you lady - so I assume he cum.

Anyway went for another swim to wake myself up, got back to the beach & was laying there awhile when some aussie surfer looking guy came & stood at my feet, looking me up & down & wanking, he didn't say a word just stood there. I rolled over onto my stomach & after 5 mins he moved from my feet to the side of me but lay down @ 10 foot from me still wanking & thrusting his hips towards me. I patted the ground beside me, inviting him across. I had to taste his cock, just couldn't resist it & told him so & climbed on top of him, we got into the 69 position with me deep throating him as much as I could & he with his tongue on my clit & fingers in both my holes until I cum, he then lay me on my stomach & entered me from the rear, first in my pussy then once his cock was nice & wet from my juices he slid his cock into my ass, I almost cum on the spot!! We fucked in that position until he cum. He then thanked me for an enjoyable time & left, so I went for a swim to clean myself up.

Beautiful sunset that evening & I was propositioned twice more but I was sore & didn't really want to clean myself up again. I didn't realise how sunburnt I was & where I was sunburnt until I got home & have been suffering the last couple of days, so burnt that even the bedsheets hurt & worst of all it's been too painful to have sex. But I will defintely be going back to the beach again!!
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gangland - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Sat, 13 Feb 2010 08:07:00 GMT

Esther was a sex machine and she had the body for it. She had 38DD tits, a slim waist and 36 inch hips with a but that stuck out perfectly. Esther fell in love with anything sexual from the moment her uncle taught her how to give bolwjob when she was 12. I know it sounds sick, but Esther said she loved the way a hard dick felt in her mouth, especially when it exploded that hot cum.

I tried to keep her satisfied, but it was hard (no pun intended). We would by vibrators. She liked those. We bought dildos. Only the big ones for her. I even let her fuck me witha strapon. She loved the control. She even fucked two of my frinds at the same time right in front of me. She loved it when they fucked her pussy and ass at the same time.

I knew I needed to do more to satisfy her huge sexual appetite. So, I looked in a swingers magazine and found a group of guys who were specialists at gang bangs. They said they would bring ten guys and fuck Esther senseless.
I arranged to meet in a nice hotel with a really big room and I brought the video camera. I figured if she was going to really get fucked, I wanted to be able to watch it at any time.

I told Esther about the plans and she was game. She said, "I want to really get freaky. I want some really weird shit."
The doorbell rang at the hotel and all ten guys slowly walked in the door. Most of them were fine specimens, but a couple had beer guts. Their bulges were impressive, even I noticed. I figured Esther was going to really enjoy the night.
Esther got on her knees in the middle of the room and she was immediately surrounded. They whipped out their dicks and she started sucking and stroking with everything she had. She would suck one and stroke two others. I was impressed. they said not one of them was under 7 inches and after seeing, I believed. One guy who wasn't in the suck pile said, "Hey dude, where is the bathroom?"
Esther stopped sucking and said, "Bring the pisser to me. I want to experience hot piss in my mouth."
This guy walked over to Esther and grabbed his dick for about 5 seconds. I knew he was letting the piss build up. As soon as Esther opened her mouth, he released his piss and had perfect aim. The huge piss stream filled her mouth and she tried to swallow but tons ran down her chin and allover her beautiful big breasts.
When he was done, he shook the piss droplets off in her mouth. Esther said, "That was hot. I have never drank piss before. Anyone have any more?"
Two more guys stepped up. Esther said, "Let that piss go." Both guys let thier piss streams go into her mouth. Esther swallowed like a trooper but so much piss was running down her body in a beautiful yellow stream.

One guy laid on the floor and Esther took the clue. she climbed on his 10 incher and start fucking him. He must not have minded the piss because she kissed him deep when she started the stroking.

On cue, another guy bent down behind Esther and started working his dick into her ass. She exploded immediately. "Shit these dicks feel good. I am going to CUUUUMMMMM." She started thrashing with these dicks in her, but there was dicks to be pleased. Two guys positioned their dicks close to her face and Esther obliged them by alternating her blowjobs between the two guys.
the rest of the guys were stroking themselves enjoying the show. Esther must have cum three times before the guy in her ass pulled his dick out and shot all over her back. She had white cum spots dotting her back.

Quickly another guy took his place. He started fucking her with hard, fast strokes. Her ass was being stretched to the limit, but she liked it. The two guys with their heads in her mouth were stroking furiously. One guy said, "Here it goes." He leaned his head back and start firing his cum in Esther's mouth. This set off the other guy in Esther's mouth and he started blowing his load in Esther's mouth. But Esther was a blowjob expert and swallowed both loadslike she had done it all her life.

The guy underneath pulled his dick out without warning and shot his load all over Esther's pussy, ass and the guy's dick in her ass. He came when he felt a load hitting his dick. But he did not pull out. He shot his load deep in Esther's ass and she moaned in appreciation.
Esther said, " I want these other five guys to stand around me, jerk off and give me a wonderful bukkake experience."
All five surrounded her and began to stroke their dicks. Esther would suck one then another. But these guys willingly storked their cocks to cover Esther in cum. The first guyu started to cum andshot a string of cum right over Esther's face. BY habit, Esther took his cock in her mouth and swllowed the rest of his load. The second guy shot her in the side of the face. Esther turned toward the shooting dick and gladly accepted his load all over her face.
The third guy shot his load on Esther's face, but she let his cum onto her chest and neck. guy four and five both exploded on Esther's tits and covered them nicely. Esther took the cum and would wipe it on her finger and eat it.

One guy told her that since she was such a slut, she needed the ultimate sex experience. She laid on the bed and this guy libed up his hand.
He started fucking her pussy with 3 fingers, then four, then five. Esther's pussy was stretched further than she had experience. A great orgams washed over her body.

The guy said, "Now are you ready for the real experience." Esther replied, "Do it. Strecth my pussy."
The guy psuche his hand really hard and it disappeared into Esther's pussy. Esther looked like she was having convulsions she came so hard. The guy then made a fist inside her pussy and started to pull out. You could see that it looked like his fist was stick even though he was trying to pull it out. Esther was screaming from her continous orgasm
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Bound - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 12:25:00 GMT

Shards of light pierced the darkness and fell upon her outstretched and naked body. She was gagged and could say nothing.

Her arms were outstretched and tied to the corners of the bed, as were her legs. Her eyes were covered. The scent of jasmine wafted in on the warm evening breeze. Her mind concentrated on the jasmine. Its once delicate aroma became stronger as her senses adjusted to their deprivation.

Suddenly she became aware of my presence. How long had it been? How long had she been bound in this manner? She didn't know. Time had expanded and then contracted as her body adjusted to its new state.

She could hear me breathing. She could smell my scent. Her body tensed as she began to expect the unexpected. She was fearful yet excited. I could smell the fear, or perhaps it was her excitment I could smell.

I knelt down beside her and as my eyes adjusted to the light, her golden body glistened under a fine sheen of perspiration. Her nipples were taut and hard, capping her full and rounded breasts. Her breathing was heavy and regular.

I reached for her breast and lightly touched her nipple with my finger. I flicked it. Electicity surged through her. She shuddered and quivered. She struggled against her restraints. I stopped. She waited, anticipated. I deftly moved my finger to her other breast. It longed for my touch. Lightly, almost not touching, I touched her. She struggled in vain loving her restraints for the pleasure they brought.

I shifted my attention to her belly. I lightly licked it in small circles with my tongue. She moved as best she could aware of only my presense and her body and its needs.

I moved my hand between her legs and slowly began to stroke her. At first soft but then a little harder, feeling the juices begin to flow from her. Deftly I eased my finger into her body, slowly and softly stroking her clit. She moaned as best she could and struggled as best she could.

I sensed her pleasure peaking. I began to lick her tasting her wetness. She moved her head from left to right in time with her passion and pleasure. Her hair swept about over the pillow like a golden storm. The tempest within her body rose with a fury as she struggled and pulled against the restraints.

After some time, I increased the pressure on her clit, moving my tongue swiftly to adjust to the tempest consuming her body until straining and moaning she arched her back as best she could, she quivered, shuddered, convulsed and suddenly became still.
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Mild BDSM - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:14:00 GMT

Imagine a very heavy wooden table. An old table of fine quality. She was face down arms stretched out and bound to the table. She could smell the scent of old wood, the residue of spices and candle wax. She was blindfolded. Her remaining senses were heightened. Suddenly her hearing was enhanced. Her tactile senses were stimulated. The only sound was her breathing.

She didn't know what was going to happen next.

Will it be the delicious pain of my hand on her buttocks or will it be the soothing, invigorating, melting of ice on her back? Will it be my hand thrust up betwen her legs cupping her and stroking her with more of that ice? Or perhaps my mouth searching for her clitorus? Or perhaps candle wax dripping onto her back?

The anticipation was indescribable.

I knew she was very moist.

She was indeed very wet. She was anticipating all of the above, not knowing if it will be the pain of my hand or the pleasure of my tongue.
Her breathing became heavier and louder when suddenly my hand crashed down on her buttocks. She heaved, she moaned.
She wanted more. But there came nothing just silence and the scent of the table and then the mustier scent of her body, mingling together.
And then I began softly stroking her backbone with my tongue. Ever so softly. She relaxed only to feel my tongue slowly moving around the rim of her arse. It pleasured her. Not like it did to her clitorus. Different, but nice.

And then again nothing. Her body tensed. Muscles flex in anticipation of what is coming next. She tries to arch her back. She can't. She was powerless.
I could smell the fear on her. The adrenelin was pumping through her body. Fear heightened her pleasure.

And suddenly she feels a tingling sensation on her clit. It feels good. She relaxes. But slowly began to raise herself as best she could. The restraints stopped her. She edged onto her toes.

She could feel the juices drip from her body. Her body heaved and convulsed and then nothing. Everything stopped.
There is silence again. She was so so very close to cumming and then nothing.

She wants more. Shes on the edge of a precipice. Her body wants to cum. But there is nothing. I'm not ready for her to cum.

And then she feels my breath against against her ear. She feels my teeth on her ears. She struggles for more pleasure, but I'm not ready.

She feels my body weight against her back. She struggles as best she can but my weight is too much.
She feels the hardness of my body weighing down upon her, my hand cupping her and my finger stroking her clit. She feels powerless and and she is.

She can only submit. My will has become her will. She can struggle, but it's futile. She can only do as I want. She knows whats coming next. My finger strokes her. My left arm holds her shoulders down. My body weighs down on her and then it happens. I enter her. Hard, hot and pleasureable. She falls into my rythm. She no longer has a body. The only reality is between her legs. She heaves and contracts.
Shes getting closer to the edge and then she explodes, screams and shudders.

Her body is spent. She is sated.
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Submissive or Slave - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 10:37:00 GMT

My submissiveness wants me to have this world of immense beauty.

She wants me to be appreciated as a creature of high sensuality whilst kneeling seeming humble.

My submissiveness is proud- she knows she is working hard to please and to look good. She realises that her esteem only rises when she pleases, delights and edifies her Lord.

She dies inside when she is incorrect- her pride is to do well. To be spoken to, looked at, or noticed for a faux pas by her Lord is a shameful thing, and punishment by her Lord for these things is a lesson both devastating and learnt well. To be forgiven and have her shoulder touched whilst kneeling, and her face raised up by His hand brings the light back into her world again.

My submissiveness wants all the sensory, erotic delights of submission. She wants the mindset as she enters the room and sees Him. She wants Him to look at her and feel dark hunger. She wants the firm hand holding her wrist as He ties her for sensating, the strong grip guiding her to correct position, and the understanding of Him as to what she needs, desires and denies. She wants to feel the heaviness of the marks as she is fucked hard because she has pleased and aroused Him with what she so secretly desires and with her acceptance of His usage of her body for His pleasure.

She feels the kiss of the hand/crop, the touch of the restraints, as a form of Love and Need. She trusts that she will not be soul-harmed and her thoughts respected. She sees that when the time is taken- she is appreciated for what she is, and delight is taken in this and effort is made to excel further. Her marks are marks of Pride. She looks at them and watches time take them away- and waits for the next time.

Submission is psycho-sexual and a state of control.

The slave in me.

The slave in me wants someone to take all of this away and to just BE.

She wants to please unthinkingly.

She wants the state of mind-cleanliness that gives no room for thought- only primal impulse.

She wants the strength of will that allows Him to protect, treasure and rule her world, knowing that what He says is RIGHT, and the courage to not fear His choice as one of suppression of persona or ugliness of soul.

She wants to serve without wondering why she is doing it, or awkwardness in doing it- and fighting it. Instinctively. Gracefully. Femininely.

The slave in me knows she is nothing to Him, yet everything to Him, as He has accepted her. She knows she is valueless and choiceless. She knows she is His joy.

She knows that her words account minimally and her actions are telling.

She knows that her Prime Directive is her Lord. Her only pleasure is His. Her only needs are His.

The slave in me wants to be her Lord's possession- and fears it terribly.

Slavery is mental- and there is NO control.

Upon consideration, no- submission and slavery cannot be balanced.

Submission gives the drive to slavery.

Within slavery is always the submissive urge. The hope of pleasing etc, but in slavery you will not be thanked or pleased for it. In slavery you do not expect to be thanked, though you will most of the time. Sometimes you won't and you aren't bothered that you weren't as it is how it is Meant To Be.
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Submission is about me.

Slavery is about Him.
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Fact and Fantasy, can you tell which is which? - BDSM & Fetish Stories - True story

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 07:00:00 GMT

The story below is an account of a recent play session written by the Birthday girl that I know very very well, please understand all activities and pleasures are consentual....the majority is an actual account however there are a few bonus elements of fantasy...can you tell what is fact and what is fantasy? I hope you enjoy.

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I walk out of the shower to find him lying on my bed, fully clothed with his cock out in his hand. I am ordered to suck it. I don't need to be asked twice as I can't wait to have him in my mouth. I love the taste of his cock and feeling him deep in my throat. After sucking his cock and feeling it get harder and harder in my mouth he orders me to put my collar on, I do as I am told. I then continue sucking on his hard delicious cock. After a while I am told to get up and sit on two pillows that he had previously placed on the bed. I sit on the pillows with my legs hanging over the side and he tells me to lay back. After laying back I hear him kneel between my legs and feel the warmth of his breath as his tongue starts to tease my pussy, running his tongue up and down and then inside me, then slowly working his way to my clit, mmmm oh yeah baby, I love the way he teases me by sliding over my pussy and then letting his tongue go wild on my clit, he slides his fingers inside me and moves them around while his tongue is flicking my clit, oh god, I can feel the waves of pleasure rush through my body and I know that it wont be long before I cum and my juices squirt. Its as if he reads my mind as he stops, he reaches out and places a blind fold on me and then flickers my clit with his tongue. I then feel him slide two cool objects into my wet pussy, and god it feels so good. He does something that makes the objects inside me, which I think are balls, move and oh yeah it feels amazing, I moan with pleasure and then I feel his tongue back on my clit at the same time tugging on the balls that are in my pussy. I don't want him to stop but he does and tells me to lie there. I hear him get up and start to move around and do things around the room, I begin to get excited and I'm eager to find out what it is he has planned for me. Its my birthday in a few days and I know that what he has planned is part of my birthday present mmmm, I'm feeling spoilt. After a few minutes he comes over to me and helps me into a standing position and tells me to walk and trust him with where we are going. I am led out of the bedroom and around my house, turning me around and making me move in all different directions and after a while I become disorientated. He tells me to stop and then turns me around and he tells me to lift up my arms, which I do and he grabs my wrist and I feel him place something around it that secures my arm where it is, he then does the same to the other wrist.

I'm now standing against a wall with my hands cuffed up high above my head. He places a clamp on my nipple and then takes it off and starts to suck and nibble my nipple, causing me to moan as he then reaches between my legs and tugs on the string causing the balls inside my pussy to rub against a spot inside me causing waves of pleasure mmm yeah. He then clamps my nipple again and pulls my hips as far away from the wall as possible so that I am outstretched, with my legs as far back as they will reach. He walks away and I make a cheeky comment and I am punished as he spanks me quite hard with something that I don't recognize the feel of, oh my god it hurts but wow I love it to... I'm told that if I want anymore that I have to say 'yes please', I'm tempted to not say it because it hurt more that I've been spanked before, but the other part of me wants more, so I say yes please and slap... owwwww he spanks me again, I moan and whimper as the pain is quite severe, I say yes please again and slap.. I'm spanked again... I can't stop the tears that are welling up in my eyes as I move up against the wall as if to escape the pain, he spanks me again and I can't stop the tears now from falling, but the only fall as far as the blindfold as they are absorbed into it. I ask for it again, softly, not sure if I can cope with another, but deep inside I know I can take more than the 4 that I have taken. I am spanked again, and again I whimper in pain, I lean my head against the door trying to get my head around the pain, wanting more but not sure if I'll be able to cope. He comes around and takes off the nipple clamp that he had left on my nipple and starts to suck and nibble on it.. mmmmm yeah, god how I love the way he does that, making me forget for the moment of the pain I have just experienced from the spanking. Then I get another spanking and again I fall toward the door in pain and whimper. I'm ordered to stand up and I do, he asks me if I am crying yet and I tell him that I am, he takes away the blindfold and I feel exposed and keep my eyes closed. I know that he wants to see me cry but I'm embarrassed also, I know my nose is running and I ask nicely for a tissue, thinking that he will get it and I hear him move to where they are, but then he says 'no', I'm shocked and now start to feel humiliated to have my nose run in full view for him to see, but I am told I am not allowed to have the tissue. I realise now that he is enjoying my humiliation.

He then asks if I want anymore spankings and I do, as much as they hurt, I love the effect it has on me, and to know that he likes it also, so I say yes please and feel the wrath as he spanks me again and again, I wince as I see a shadow against the door of it coming and squeeze my eyes shut to keep it out. I plead for the mask, but am told that I can not have it back on, but I still plead and plead and after a few minutes he puts it back on me again. He then gently runs his hand over my hot red burning ass, soothing it and then he pushes himself against me, I feel his cock push up against me and I love the feel of it, mmmm I'm sure he can feel the heat from his handiwork. He then puts his hand between my legs and pulls on the string pulling one and then two balls out of my pussy. He then spreads my legs wide and slides his cock inside my soaking wet pussy, and he begins to fuck me, banging up against my pussy. I lean forward onto the wall and enjoy the pounding of his cock, hitting against my pleasure spot, mmmm making me moan in pleasure as he fucks me, his hands on my waist, pulling me to him. He then pulls out and moves away again and I don't even have to ask for a spanking and he spanks me once and then twice and then again and again, oh my god, I can hardly stand the pain, I am leaning forward on the door and I can't control the emotion well up inside me and I start to cry, tears running down my cheeks from under the blindfold, I am trying to escape the spanking by being as close to the door as possible but I realise I can't so I just stand there crying and taking the spanking. I start to plead for him to stop, sobbing quietly asking him to stop and he does. He undoes my cuffs and then tells me I can take off the collar as he removes the blindfold, I stand there and ask him to please give me a tissue, and he does. We lay on the bed and I admire the cuff and the new whip that he has bought for me and then I admire the welts that are on my ass, amazing welts that no other spanking tool has provided.

We are lying on the bed, under the covers and I can't help myself as I slide myself down under the covers and run my tongue over his cock and down to his balls and begin to suck them into my mouth. I then run my tongue back up over his cock and slide my lips over it and slide him into my mouth. Yummy. I begin to suck the head of his cock, running my lips and tongue over his gland, hearing him moan hearing his pleasure I gently grip his cock in my hand, and begin to massage him, moving my mouth up over the head of his cock. I grasp him ever tighter and enjoy the hardness and thickness of him as my mouth waters over his cock. I begin to move faster sliding him deep into my mouth, I feel him hit the back of my throat as he lifts his hips and thrusts his cock deep into my throat, he moves quickly in and out of my throat moaning at the pleasure he is experiencing. I pull back and again enjoy the head of his cock as my lips slide up and down and my hand is massaging continuously over his cock. I move my body so that I can lift my leg over his head and I put my wet dripping pussy over his face, feeling his warm breath blow over me as he puts his hands on my red, hot and bruised ass and I feel the gentle flickers of his tongue on my tight ass hole, sending shivers down and over my body, he begins to tongue fuck my ass and I'm in ecstasy. He continues doing this as I am sliding my mouth and tongue up and over his cock, sucking him deep into my throat, and I feel his tongue slide up and into my pussy, feeling him rub his face against me as his tongue is deep inside me. He begins to nibble and flicker my clit with his tongue and I feel the unbelievable urges of ecstasy rush through me, I can't hold onto or control the pure pleasure of the orgasm that rushes through my body and I feel the juices squirt from my pussy.

I am moaning unbelievably and I can't help the urge to place his huge thick cock inside my completely soaked pussy. I slide down over him until I feel the heat of his cock against me, rubbing my clit over his cock until I tilt myself back and slowly maneuver his cock inside my pussy, letting him enjoy the warmth of my pussy over his cock, he grabs my hips and moans with pleasure. I stay still enjoying the bigness of him inside me and then begin to grind my pussy against him. I start slowly and then can't control myself as I grind faster and faster with his hands on my hips moving me oohhh yeah, oohh I moan with pleasure enjoying the waves of intense ecstasy that my pussy is feeling, I'm watching myself in the mirror moving against him and I know it wont be long before my pussy will explode and I'm moaning and he is moaning with me telling me to cum, to let him feel my hot juices run over his cock and then I can't hold it any longer, I explode.. oh fuck yeah, god, oh yeah oooohhhh mmmmmm, I move slowly against him as the pleasure is almost paralising... I'm lost in the moment, enjoying... I move my hand down between his legs to feel his balls in my hand and begin to massage them. He orders me to get on all fours and I do as he asks and he slides his cock over my wet pussy and into my tight little ass hole and begins to fuck my ass with such intensity, oh fuck he feels so good in my tight ass, he reaches out and grabs my hair and pulls my head back so that I have to watch him fuck me in the mirror, I begin to fuck back against him and we fuck with such intensity. We are both moaning together and he is grunting and when I think he is going to cum, he pulls out and rams his massive cock into my pussy and pounds against me.

I am barely able to contain the ecstasy that is racing through my body as his cock bangs again and again and again against my pleasure zone. He grabs my hips and pulls me against him and pounds in and out of me, causing my body to tremble as I cum again and again, I feel his cock is about to explode inside me but again he pulls out of me and pulls me by the hair until I am kneeling in front of him and he begins to jerk off in my face and then he arches his back and moans and grunts, as his cum juices are about to flow from his cock he reaches behind my head and slides his cock into my mouth, and lets all his cum fill my mouth, I wait until I know I have his full load in my mouth before I pull back and open my mouth, allowing it to flow from my mouth, over my chin, dripping down over my tits. He loves it, watching me as I then slide his cock back into my mouth and continue to gently suck him and run my tongue all over him until he has gone soft and I know he is completely exhausted. He leans down to me and runs his fingers over my tits, collecting his cum and then feeding it to me, my lips sucking ever last drop that he continues to feed me mmm yummy. He grabs hold of my tit, pulling me to him as he kisses me passionately, our tongues going wild together as we collapse on the bed exhausted and completely satisfied. I snuggle into him and feel his strong arm around me as we lie there and fall asleep.

If you enjoyed the above..let us know..Im sure a positive response will encourage more postings.
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The referred to whip is a double length leather flogger, 30 inches in length, hand stitched and half inch thick..can provide an instant welt and excellent control. The balls were large latex covered duo eggs.
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